Thursday, July 19, 2007

Look, I don't have all the answers to all that I am dealing with. Ladies I know the truth. I truely will understand if You believe and want to take sides with this person that has been writing to me and to you with her comments. I WILL NEVER EVER ASK YOU TO PICK SIDES. I dont care to read anymore of what she has to say, not becaue I am lying but because I am not going to allow one person to pull me down.. MICHELLE think what you want. I know the truth and so does God. Its been a hard month dealing with everything so I dont need her crap. Tomorrow I have appointment with the doctor so I will know more for everyone that cares. thank you for those that are there for me. Sorry for all the trouble.

25 comments:

Darla said...

you are no trouble...you are created in HIS image that is what HE said and HE doesn't lie!and God does know the truth. Please stay focused on HIM, and keep fighting. I am thrilled at the progress you are making with HIM, and I am keeping you in my prayers and even more for the doctor to have great wisdom in planning your treatment. Love you Chica!

Sunshine said...

Praying a hedge of protection around you. I will lift you up both for healing and for peace and security. Cling to Him - He is the ONLY unchanging thing in life! Sunshine

Laurie in Ca. said...

Hi Nicole, It blesses my socks off to see you here posting, your spirit has come alive!! I knew you had it in you to spring back and I am so proud of you. Until the negative comments out-number the positive ones, just push the delete button and take in God's love he is sending you here on your blog. I am so glad your son is coming home tomorrow. I can hardly wait for you to feel his little boy arms hug you, his brave mom. He is going to see the changes you have made in your heart the moment he looks into your eyes. He will see the light of Hope looking back at him. He is your world and he has so many Aunties out here praying for him too and loving him. One real quick thing I would like to tell you Nicole is this, (and don't take it as preaching, it is a fact okay?).
Now that you are opening up your heart in faith and taking God's love and our love for you as your new hope, the devil is going to be trying to steal your joy by sending negative thoughts to your blog. He is such a sore loser in your choice to not be defeated that he will antagonize you however he can. But it is Gods love that drew you out and it is His Love that is going to walk this journey right beside you.
So, once again, breath in the love here, and just delete the negative.
Jesus loves you and your son and so do I and all of us. ~~Peace, Joy and Love to you today Nicole~~Laurel

Gigi said...

praying......

Unknown said...

*hugs*

Autumnseer said...

You have brought a smile to my face as I read the last couple of posts. We all unite around you as sisters in Christ, to uphold and strengthen you and your son. May God continue to give you His peace!!

Laura

Jodi said...

Just hit the delete button to those rude comments. There will always be someone trying to pull you back into the crap you have shaken off your shoe. Don't give them your power.

We are here to support you without judgement.

Good luck at your appointment. I will be praying for you.

Humincat said...

I wish you a good Dr.'s visit, and don't waste time worrying about anything else. We are all smarter and more aware then you think, so not to worry about our loyalties. Prayer doesn't cost me a thing, and that is what I have done for you. Praying for a good reunification with your babe!

KrazyMom said...

Please don't apologize for being any "trouble". If we didn't care about you, we wouldn't read! I am glad you are drawing strength from all of us that are sending prayers and positive encouragement your way! Give your son a big bear hug from us too!

Episcopollyanna said...

Nicole,
I'll be praying for you tomorrow that your appointment goes well.
Hugs,
Lisa

Rachel said...

Prayers are always a good thing.. and I will continue to pray! I am so happy to see you have been lifted up by all the prayers!

kiltsandthistles said...

Continuing to keep you and your son in my prayers. You have a strong and far stretching support system through your blog that will continue to hold you, your son and your cancer up to the Lord for Him to take upon Himself. JoyAnna

Paula said...

Nicole,
I will be praying for you and your doctors. I pray that you will receive hope and encouragement that will brighten your day. May your smile be broadened and your heart be full.
Many Blessings,
Paula

JUST A MOM said...

hang in there!!!!!!

lightshines said...

Continued prayers. I am sorry someone is posting negative things. Ignore them.

Paulette said...

Here in Texas continuing to pray for you and the treatment plan. God is in the miracle business, so don't give up, and he won't give up either!

I pray for a good visit with your Doctor tomorrow, will be waiting to hear how it goes. We are here for you.

Unknown said...

Praying for your drs appt today.
good luck

KimberlyDi said...

The only sides there are is you vs cancer. And God is on your side.

Unknown said...

Still praying for you.

Hugs,
Melinda

JavaMama said...

Hi Nicole,

I just wanted to say that I have been reading your blog here and listening to your heart. I am here praying for you and your son. Girl, ignore the "troll" that is leaving you unkind comments, they have issues. I am so encouraged by how Christ is working in your heart and through the many ladies that care about you. Enjoy the gift of time that we all take for granted,have a blessed day and continue to rest in the shadow of His mighty wings.

JOYfully in Him,
Kelli

Laurie in Ca. said...

Hi Nicole,
I am praying for your doctors appt. today and that you are not too anxious about it. Also, your son comes home today and I am so glad you have this to look forward to. Praying for your entire day to be blessed.
~~Love and Hugs from Ca~~ Laurel

Katy said...

The good always out weighs the bad. Press on Nicole and take care of yourself and don't worry about the mean and rude comments. They aren't worth your time and energy! Stay positive. Praying for you at your appointment.
Katy

peepnroosmom said...

I am sending you great big hugs today and praying for you and your son. Don't let one rude commenter bring you down. You have alot of people praying for you right now.
Hugs,
Jennifer

Renee said...

Just wanted to drop you a line letting you know you and your son are in my thoughts and prayers!

ChupieandJ'smama (Janeen) said...

Nicole,
There are no sides to take. I continue to pray for you and son. I came today to check on you and hoped that you had a posted to let us know how you are. Only dwell in the positive. There is no room in your life for the negative. God Bless you!