Wednesday, July 4, 2007

4 comments:

Darla said...

Nicole, Please don't party...I know you want to feel nothing, but you love your son, and if you really want to be here for him, don't party. Alcohol and weed and whatever will lessen your chances of recovery...it already looks bad don't help it along in taking your life! Jesus will help you, but please please please come to HIM and worship HIS Kingship, and then plead your case...I am praying so much for you, and this evening I will have a group here for study and we will all pray for you to know HE is with you, and loves your son as well.... If you were here i would hold you through this time, and fight the enemy on your behalf...I will do it from here and hope and pray that GOd will let you know and feel it...Love you and want your healing too! Darla You are my sister in CHrist, and I won't let go..

ocean mommy said...

Please don't believe the lie that there is no hope. There is hope, and it's found in Jesus. I would like to pray for you now if that's okay.

Dear Lord, I pray right now for this sweet sister. You know every detail of her life and you see the worry that has consumed her heart and mind. I ask that you would send strong Christian women into her life. Women who will come around her and encourage her during this time. I also pray that you would bring godly men into the life of her precious son. Protect them, place warrior angels around their home have them raise their swords high. Lord, you are peace. Make this sweet sister very aware of your presence. You said you would never leave us or forsake us. Show her just how real you are. I love you Jesus and thank you that through "blogland", we can connect with people we've never met. I'm asking you Lord to keep her in my mind so that I can lift her up. You are God and you are everything we need. Help her to run only to you. In Jesus name, amen.

Anonymous said...

hi there, Nicole, i have to agree with all these comments on your blog, take care of yourself, receive God back, think about your sons life without you.
get into a church where you can get help, physical, mental, spiritual.
reconcile with your parents, tell them you are sick, let them help if they want and forgive them, they are all you have now.
Anger is ok, its natural and human, but don't let it get the best of you, work thru it and past it.
focus on getting better, this might not be a death sentence [but just from your 4 posts, i really can't assume, only you and your docs know for sure. and God]
This is your wake up call from the All Mighty, take it, sister.
please e-mail me if would like to talk some more, would like to know more about you..
kristina

Anonymous said...

Hi! It's hard not to be touched when I read something like this. I can understand being angry with God. It is hard to perceive His full wisdom in our human mind.
If there's one thing I have learned through some very tough times, it's that the plan for our lives is perfect.
I believe that God still speaks to us, and I know that He loves you. If you want me to ask Him for a personal message of encouragement for you leave your email after my comment.
I live my life by receiving these messages, and it really works.
I love you and I will pray for you.
Maria